Ok guys, so I know I've been crappy at blogging lately. But, you see, there's just been so much living going on in my life, that I'm having a hard time finding the time to blog about it. Which is a good thing, really.
First off, I joined a choir. A good choir, not an old-lady-church-choir (no offense to old-lady-church-choirs). For almost three hours a week I get to bask in the bliss of Vivaldi, and it's awesome.
Second, I'm doing The Artists Way again. Despite my best efforts, some day I'm going to finish this damn book. I've had it since 1996. Seriously. 1996. But I'm slogging through it. This week's main task is Reading Deprivation. No reading all week. But since the book dates from 1992, before the internet and email was really a big thing, I'm changing the rules a little bit. The whole point of the exercise is to clear out all the extraneous noise and chatter in your head, and give you room to create something. Julia Cameron says that many blocked creatives are voracious readers because they use other people's words and creations to numb themselves and distract themselves from what they would really like to create. That struck a chord with me, since I am a voracious reader myself, and it's probably for those reasons.
But not reading at all? What about my work email? And what about my audiobooks on my walk around the lake. Are they ok?
I found this post with updated rules for the Week 4 task in the 21st Century, and I'm going to try to abide by them. I'm also going to avoid TV. I will allow myself my audiobooks while I'm at the lake walking. I will allow myself work email, but not on a steady stream, the way it generally is now. I will check it three times a day, and respond then as needed. I won't waste time on facebook/twitter reading stupid posts conjecturing the status of the Kutcher/Moore relationship. I will not go to the Huffington Post. I won't watch The Daily Show.
I will, however, write in my journal, work on my book, and go on my Artist Date.
The only thing I'm worried about is that I'm meant to have Jury Duty on Tuesday. Ok, so listen, Tuesday has to be a giveaway day for me. Jury duty trumps Julia Cameron, no? What would I do if I didn't read? Sit and talk to people, I guess. Write.
Good grief. Ok, I will attempt to do my best to avoid reading this week, even with Jury Duty. But I have to realign my whole sense of purpose now - I had been looking forward to spending the day reading in a nice quiet spot. But now I will have to look forward to spending the day talking to new people, looking at the wall, and listening to the voice inside my head. Maybe I should just write out my inner conversation all day...
I don't know. We'll see how this goes. I'm skeptical.